~~gErLiE~~

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Sometimes I get tired of this me first attitudeYou are the one thing that keeps me smilingThats why Im always wishing hard for youcause your life shines so brightI dont feel no solitudeYou are my first star at nightId be lost in space without youAnd Ill never lose my faith in youHow will I ever get to heaven, if I doFeels just so fineWhen we touch the sky me and youThis is my idea of heavenWhy cant it always be so goodBut its alright, I know youre out thereDoing what youve gotta doYou are my soul satelliteId be lost in space without youAnd Ill never lose my faith in youHow will I ever get to heaven, if I doAnd Ill never lose my faith in youHow will I ever get to heaven, if I doAnd Ill never lose my faith in youAnd Ill never lose my faith in you...

>>> I wish i will find a person to whom i can say these words. i heared this song while answering some survey and then i stopped and think, if ever i have a person who makes me feel like uttering these sweet words, id be happy for the rest of my life. i wish someday i'll meet him.

>>how about you? what song is your 'holding-my-hopes-to-meet-you-someday'? haha. crazy, silly yeah.

lovelots,

ging.

gHiNg @ 9:44 PM

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Monday, April 02, 2007

IM BACK.

hello bloggers!
gosh!
how long has it been?
finally, im back. =)
how are you guys? i really missed posting here, there are so many id like to share to you, but gosh, im really speechless now.
haha. i know this is crazy, but i really dont know how to begin or what to type next after each word. haha.
okay now, lately, ive been addicted to korean flicks.
those movies really made me cry esp the A Millionaire's First Love, Windstruck etc.
then, i decided to shift from the BS Accountancy to International Relations major in Diplomacy. Diplomacy? Im going to be a Diplomat?! haha. wow..
gosh im really tired.
lets talk some other time..
tell me what's on on mind.
comments okei?

its good to be back.
mwah.

GING.

gHiNg @ 9:48 PM

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

JUST BREATHE

ive been very busy these past few days, i cried, i laugh, i feel pain and get sick and everything...
i dont know what to feel. i want to be happy but i always feel the pain and i dont know why.
why am i so dumb?
why am i so numb?
why am i unhappy?
oh, i want to feel that i live and that i am really alive..
but why cant i?!
T_T
it hurts...
its harder to breathe and i want to end this loneliness.
now.
right now.

....

i wan to cry but i just cant.

...

help me.

lovelots,
ging./

gHiNg @ 8:45 PM

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

I WILL BE BUSY

hehehee. nice qoute isnt it? if only it would be that easy for everybody to inhale..
life is such a wonderful thing if only that would be as simple for us to experience. it seems that every day we live, its harder to breathe.

anyway, i will be very busy because of my examinations and other stuffs.
i might not be online for a week or two, but i promise to keep in touch to those people who's number is in my phonebook. hehe.

OK, bye now i'll start reviewing na. ;D

have a happy morning everyone and blessed sunday.
kahit na rainy, happy padin kahit medyo gloomy...

lovelots,.
ging.

gHiNg @ 10:15 AM

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Friday, December 01, 2006

i have to review.

hahaha. how many times will i do this?

my gosh.

im reviewing all day long!

hahaha.

i need a break.

anyway, reviewing our hard lessons is far better hobby than cursing myself, right?

so im enjoying it. lol. wala lang, i just wanna share.

[the logic and aristotle haha]

oh life.

i really want to be happy...

we dont have classes because of super typhoon reming...

ang hirap ng nakatengga lang dito sa bahay, nakakawala ng respeto sa sarili. niahahaha/

hay...

basta

magshashare nadin ako ng pics dito everytime na magpopost ako.

para mas masaya at makulay diba???

hehehe.

love yah!!

lovelots,

ging.

di ako makatulog eh, xenxa na. ;D

gHiNg @ 10:49 PM

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LETS DRINK COLORFUL ALCOHOL

ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE, AFTERALL

its not the baby shampoo, its something else. hehe.
im so tired of being lonely, so i decided to be happy NOW.
i just want to forget all the painful things in the past and start a new and happy life ahead.
thanks for all the people who never leave me in my darkest moment,
i wanna share this happiness with you guys!

love yah!

so, are you with me to get the new high?

and be happy with our lives?

tara! its free!!

to all the lonely people out there, dont worry...

we have the right to bleed sometimes and get lonely,

but be sure that you'll be able to overcome that loneliness...

and dont let the loneliness overcome you.

sure, we get lonely but its very important to stand up..

remember that, our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising everytime we fall.

.....PICK YOURELF UP AND GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE....

lovelots,

ging.

MWAH!

gHiNg @ 12:14 PM

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

T_T

grabeh, topak talaga ako. lagi ko nalang kinakaawaan sarili ko, haha.
i feel inferior all the time, sometimes, i just want to curl up and die..
i know you'll never understand me.. or yeah, say you understand me now..
but i really know you do not. because you really dont know me.
T_T
i want to shout to the world , but who the heck cares anyway?
T_T
i dont know what's happening...
i really feel bad.
i have blessings in life but why do i feel this way?
why do i feel bad all the time?
if only you could see me now...
i want to, i want to be gone!
just for a moment, just for a moment to know if there will be people who'll miss me...
or something like that... argggh! this is crazy! i am crazy...
IM SICK. im sorry. T_T

gHiNg @ 8:30 PM

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

ANOTHER ANGEL... back in heaven,

i am riding in a tricycle when i read nicca's txt message. my tears just fall.
hindi ko napigilan yung mga luha ko na pumatak, para akong baliw..
its so painful, pero siguro mas mabuting tanggapin nalang natin.
hindi ko nakaya...siguro kahit we're worlds apart nararamdaman nating there's something in her that really special.. kaya ganon din siya ka-special. kaya siguro, ganon nalang din ako umiyak kanina sa kwarto.i just cant help it. paano ko makakalimutan yung sweetness niya? hindi ko na uli makikita ang "tee hee" sa mga post niya.. mamimiss ko talaga siya.. sobra. i cant help but think... will she be there waiting for me in heaven when i died?maybe sa heaven nalang din kami magkikita... someday.im thankful that she came to our lives and became a very special friend...
i will never ever forget her and i will love her always.siguro kelangan nalang talaga nating tanggapin ang katotohanan.we have to let her go.. para naman makita na niya ang liwanag and to be with God, finally.

words are not enough to tell you guys what am i feeling right now.malungkot ako na masaya dahil sa wakas, natapos na din ang paghihirap niya...

FOR US WHO WILL MISS ATE JOIE SO MUCH...HERE'S A POEM NA SANA MA-REFLECT NIYO...PARA NAMAN MAS MADALING TANGGAPIN ANG LAHAT...

Dirty Angel
Standing here in silence,Just looking at her stone,It’s been exactly fourteen months, I was left alone.My world revolved around her,And our whole life had been planned,But she was taken from me,And I do not understand.The reason life can go astray,And treat you so unfair,You think the people that you love,Will constantly be there.As I stood before the grave,My eyes began to blur,Then I heard a soft voice say,"I know you really miss her."I turned and saw a soiled gardener,With his muddy rake and hoe.He said, "it never seems to be,The right time when they go."I dried my eyes not wanting him,To think that I was weak.He smiled, then looked me in the eyes,Then he began to speak.I wanted not to hear him,But he spoke so eloquent,And as he spoke I understood,Exactly what he meant.He spoke of life as if it were,A journey not a fight,But sometimes seems as if we’re living,In the darkest night.He spoke of things so wonderful,I’d never heard before."Death is not the journey’s end,"He said, "it’s just a door."In his words he made me realize,Love does not end.For a moment love is parted,And with that we must contend.But the journey, as with love,Must go on again.Once begun, the journey and the love,Will never end.I turned again and understood,As I gazed at the stone.My journey must continue,Even if I am alone.I now have found some peace of mind,Within the words he said.Each journey is a separate one,She just went on ahead.A peace had now come over me,Again my eyes had teared.I turned to thank this kindly soul,But he had disappeared.He surely has a lot of work,And stayed too long with me,And seeing it was getting late,Departed suddenly.I left and made my way,Up to the cemetery gate.The caretaker was locking up,But told me he would wait.I thanked him and I hoped that I,Had not wasted his time.I also told him that his helper,Was polite and kind.He raised his head and looked at me,With the strangest peer,"There is no one else working,I’m the only one who’s here."

"to ate joie:may you rest in peace and i will love you always.see you in heaven.

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hoi ate joie, tropa, musta na?maiintindihan mo na din to, hightech naman computer jan sa heaven eh.alam mo ba? nababaliw ako sayo. ahah.lalo na nung pinilit kitang ipos yung pic mo na naka-wig.alam mo na, yung mga baliw na pics natin.haahha. anak ng tinapa, hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ako kasaya dahil nandiyan ka nung mga panahong..mga panahong.. panahong di ko nadin matandaan. umiiyak ako ngayon.. silent tears. haha. akalain mo yun?alam ko namang mahal kita. pero ganon talaga,yaan mo na.. sanay naman akong maiwan eh.anak ng.basta, kung di man tayo nagkita dito sa lupa, sa langit magkikita din tayo balang araw.leukemia.. haha.. yaan mo di ka nagiisa. yun nga lang, di pa malala yun sakin eh. pinaglalabanan ko pa.^_^salamat sa lahat, tropa. kaya siguro sobrang lamig kanina sa room namin, siguro nandon ka.sana nagpakita ka man lang diba? hehe.salamat sa lahat. matulog ka nalang muna ng mahimbing ngayon. rest in peace,see you in heaven. mahal na mahal kita.anak ng tokwa ilang beses mo na akong pinaiyak. di na kita bati! haha.sige...kitakits nalang balang araw. sige baby muna, ang dami ko panmg isosolve sa accounting eh.

lovelots
.ging.

gHiNg @ 6:10 PM

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