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Thursday, November 16, 2006


ANOTHER ANGEL... back in heaven,



i am riding in a tricycle when i read nicca's txt message. my tears just fall.
hindi ko napigilan yung mga luha ko na pumatak, para akong baliw..
its so painful, pero siguro mas mabuting tanggapin nalang natin.
hindi ko nakaya...siguro kahit we're worlds apart nararamdaman nating there's something in her that really special.. kaya ganon din siya ka-special. kaya siguro, ganon nalang din ako umiyak kanina sa kwarto.i just cant help it. paano ko makakalimutan yung sweetness niya? hindi ko na uli makikita ang "tee hee" sa mga post niya.. mamimiss ko talaga siya.. sobra. i cant help but think... will she be there waiting for me in heaven when i died?maybe sa heaven nalang din kami magkikita... someday.im thankful that she came to our lives and became a very special friend...
i will never ever forget her and i will love her always.siguro kelangan nalang talaga nating tanggapin ang katotohanan.we have to let her go.. para naman makita na niya ang liwanag and to be with God, finally.



words are not enough to tell you guys what am i feeling right now.malungkot ako na masaya dahil sa wakas, natapos na din ang paghihirap niya...

FOR US WHO WILL MISS ATE JOIE SO MUCH...HERE'S A POEM NA SANA MA-REFLECT NIYO...PARA NAMAN MAS MADALING TANGGAPIN ANG LAHAT...


Dirty Angel
Standing here in silence,Just looking at her stone,It’s been exactly fourteen months, I was left alone.My world revolved around her,And our whole life had been planned,But she was taken from me,And I do not understand.The reason life can go astray,And treat you so unfair,You think the people that you love,Will constantly be there.As I stood before the grave,My eyes began to blur,Then I heard a soft voice say,"I know you really miss her."I turned and saw a soiled gardener,With his muddy rake and hoe.He said, "it never seems to be,The right time when they go."I dried my eyes not wanting him,To think that I was weak.He smiled, then looked me in the eyes,Then he began to speak.I wanted not to hear him,But he spoke so eloquent,And as he spoke I understood,Exactly what he meant.He spoke of life as if it were,A journey not a fight,But sometimes seems as if we’re living,In the darkest night.He spoke of things so wonderful,I’d never heard before."Death is not the journey’s end,"He said, "it’s just a door."In his words he made me realize,Love does not end.For a moment love is parted,And with that we must contend.But the journey, as with love,Must go on again.Once begun, the journey and the love,Will never end.I turned again and understood,As I gazed at the stone.My journey must continue,Even if I am alone.I now have found some peace of mind,Within the words he said.Each journey is a separate one,She just went on ahead.A peace had now come over me,Again my eyes had teared.I turned to thank this kindly soul,But he had disappeared.He surely has a lot of work,And stayed too long with me,And seeing it was getting late,Departed suddenly.I left and made my way,Up to the cemetery gate.The caretaker was locking up,But told me he would wait.I thanked him and I hoped that I,Had not wasted his time.I also told him that his helper,Was polite and kind.He raised his head and looked at me,With the strangest peer,"There is no one else working,I’m the only one who’s here."


"to ate joie:may you rest in peace and i will love you always.see you in heaven.








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hoi ate joie, tropa, musta na?maiintindihan mo na din to, hightech naman computer jan sa heaven eh.alam mo ba? nababaliw ako sayo. ahah.lalo na nung pinilit kitang ipos yung pic mo na naka-wig.alam mo na, yung mga baliw na pics natin.haahha. anak ng tinapa, hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ako kasaya dahil nandiyan ka nung mga panahong..mga panahong.. panahong di ko nadin matandaan. umiiyak ako ngayon.. silent tears. haha. akalain mo yun?alam ko namang mahal kita. pero ganon talaga,yaan mo na.. sanay naman akong maiwan eh.anak ng.basta, kung di man tayo nagkita dito sa lupa, sa langit magkikita din tayo balang araw.leukemia.. haha.. yaan mo di ka nagiisa. yun nga lang, di pa malala yun sakin eh. pinaglalabanan ko pa.^_^salamat sa lahat, tropa. kaya siguro sobrang lamig kanina sa room namin, siguro nandon ka.sana nagpakita ka man lang diba? hehe.salamat sa lahat. matulog ka nalang muna ng mahimbing ngayon. rest in peace,see you in heaven. mahal na mahal kita.anak ng tokwa ilang beses mo na akong pinaiyak. di na kita bati! haha.sige...kitakits nalang balang araw. sige baby muna, ang dami ko panmg isosolve sa accounting eh.


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