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Monday, November 13, 2006


im not ok.



AM I OK?
have you ever asked yourself this three words?
seems so simple right?
but that's may be the hardest question for some people who really doesnt know if they're OK or not.
looking happy is not being happy.
i look happy, but i know there is a piece of me who's not really.. happy at all.
i've been through a lot of pain.. hindi lang halata.
i always feel something's missing...
i feel so alone at times.
sometimes, i just want to burst out and cry but i just cant..
i have to be strong.
i have to be someone....
someone that is not me.
i wish i will be OK,
i know i will.

in HIS time.





I KNOW WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT IT, WITCHIES!
im really sad right now.
Ate Joie's really sick and its sad that we cant do anything to help her.
no matter how i want to help, i just cant! she's so far away from us...
i want to hold her, to embrace her and to tell her that everything's gonna be alright but...
that's really impossible. T_T
its so painful because we know that everyday, she grows ill and she's slowly deteriorating and we cant do anything!

sigh

sigh

sigh...

i just hope that she wont suffer that much.

and if anything happens.....

i know...

we'll see each other in heaven...

IN HIS TIME.



that's all for now. i just cant type more words....
i feel so numb.



lovelots,
ging.


gHiNg @ 6:31 PM


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