~~gErLiE~~

Thursday, November 09, 2006

it's not a good day.

im Badtrip.
it's not a good day for me...
i feel left out, i dont know why...
this is really unwell..
you know what? ayoko talaga sa mga tao na mahilig magmalinis, nangiiwan, at mga taong nagsasabi ng kung ano ano without even thinking na nakakasakit sila. their so insensitive. acting as if they dont have a brain to think about what other might feel about their actions. there's this friend of mine who talks a lot without even thinking. well, ok she thinks but she's so insensitive.
she's nice, but she really has this attitude that i never liked.
i think its healthy to post it here, i dont want to hold grudges or anything like that.

newsflash: people of the world, be sensitive!

I FEEL leftout.
haha. this is crazy.
it's ridiculous, but i really feel left out this day.,
why? because my friends [the best, the ever dearest college 'kada]
the two people whom i loved most in my university was with their boyfriends this day.
i know its craxy and i should be happy for them. i mean i am happy for them, but i am left behind... lol.

MISSION: find my own serious relationship in college. hahaha. lol.
hahaha. now i am smiling. i told you, i am half crazy. ahaha.

"You look happy, but somehow, your eyes tell me you're not"
i want to cry the moment a friend of mine told me this words. we're riding a jeepney this afternoon on our way home and we're joking around, we're exchanging thoughts about what happned this day... so on... but in the middle of the "happy" conversation, she just blurted out this words " alam mo mukha kang masaya, pero nakikita ko sa mata mo na malungkot ka..."
ano daw? haha. i want to hug her that time, but i just utter this words... " ganon? puyat lang ako kaya basag ung mata ko haha"

siguro nga marami akong problema,
sa dami di ko na alam kung ano ano.
kaya kinakalimutan ko nalang.

look at my picture here, tell me what do you see?
do you also see those eyes?

i want to read you comments.

lovelots,
ging.