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Saturday, December 16, 2006


JUST BREATHE







ive been very busy these past few days, i cried, i laugh, i feel pain and get sick and everything...
i dont know what to feel. i want to be happy but i always feel the pain and i dont know why.
why am i so dumb?
why am i so numb?
why am i unhappy?
oh, i want to feel that i live and that i am really alive..
but why cant i?!
T_T
it hurts...
its harder to breathe and i want to end this loneliness.
now.
right now.

....


i wan to cry but i just cant.


...


help me.


lovelots,
ging./


gHiNg @ 8:45 PM


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