<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604</id><updated>2011-04-22T04:12:03.578+08:00</updated><title type='text'>GERLIE NEXT DOOR... meet your friendly kapitbahay. haha</title><subtitle type='html'>bite my LIPS. close my EYES. take me away to paRAdisE..

        &gt;&gt;&gt;FILIPINA: BEAUTY AND BRAINS&lt;&lt;&lt;</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>22</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-117560856262424131</id><published>2007-04-03T21:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-03T21:56:02.640+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;Sometimes&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt; &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;I get tired&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt; of this me first attitude&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;You&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt; &lt;em&gt;are the one thing that keeps me&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;smiling&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Thats why Im always wishing hard for youcause your life shines so brightI dont feel no solitudeYou are my first star at nightId be&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;lost in space&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; without youAnd Ill never lose my faith in youHow will I ever get to heaven, if I doFeels just so fineWhen we touch the sky me and youThis is my idea of heavenWhy cant it always be so goodBut its alright, I know youre out thereDoing what youve gotta doYou are my soul satelliteId be lost in space without youAnd Ill never lose my faith in youHow will I ever get to heaven, if I doAnd &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;Ill never lose my faith in&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;you&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;How will I ever get to heaven, if I doAnd Ill never lose my faith in youAnd Ill never lose my faith in you...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt; I wish i will find a person to whom i can say these words. i heared this song while answering some survey and then i stopped and think, if ever i have a person who makes me feel like uttering these sweet words, id be happy for the rest of my life. i wish someday i'll meet him.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff66;"&gt;&gt;&gt;how about you? what song is your 'holding-my-hopes-to-meet-you-someday'? haha. crazy, silly yeah&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;lovelots,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;ging.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-117560856262424131?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/117560856262424131/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=117560856262424131' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/117560856262424131'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/117560856262424131'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2007/04/sometimes-i-get-tired-of-this-me-first.html' title=''/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-117552287797482811</id><published>2007-04-02T21:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-02T22:07:57.986+08:00</updated><title type='text'>IM BACK.</title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;hello bloggers!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;gosh!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;how long has it been?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;finally, im back. =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;how are you guys? i really missed posting here, there are so many id like to share to you, but gosh, im really speechless now.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;haha. i know this is crazy, but i really dont know how to begin or what to type next after each word. haha. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;okay now, lately, ive been addicted to korean flicks. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;those movies really made me cry esp the A Millionaire's First Love, Windstruck etc.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;then, i decided to shift from the BS Accountancy to International Relations major in Diplomacy.  Diplomacy? Im going to be a Diplomat?! haha. wow..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;gosh im really tired.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;lets talk  some other time..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;tell me what's on on mind.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;comments okei?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;its good to be back.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;mwah. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#33ccff;"&gt;GING.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-117552287797482811?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/117552287797482811/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=117552287797482811' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/117552287797482811'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/117552287797482811'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2007/04/im-back.html' title='IM BACK.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116627389886570714</id><published>2006-12-16T20:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-16T20:58:18.876+08:00</updated><title type='text'>JUST BREATHE</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c55/krizzy_2721/avaTArs/th1164590602_justbreathe.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c55/krizzy_2721/avaTArs/th1164590602_justbreathe.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;ive been very busy these past few days, i cried, i laugh, i feel pain and get sick and everything...&lt;br /&gt;i dont know what to feel. i want to be happy but i always feel the pain and i dont know why.&lt;br /&gt;why am i so dumb?&lt;br /&gt;why am i so numb?&lt;br /&gt;why am i unhappy?&lt;br /&gt;oh, i want to feel that i live and that i am really alive..&lt;br /&gt;but why cant i?!&lt;br /&gt;T_T&lt;br /&gt;it hurts...&lt;br /&gt;its harder to breathe and i want to end this loneliness.&lt;br /&gt;now.&lt;br /&gt;right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wan to cry but i just cant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;help me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;lovelots,&lt;br /&gt;ging./&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116627389886570714?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116627389886570714/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116627389886570714' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116627389886570714'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116627389886570714'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/12/just-breathe.html' title='JUST BREATHE'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c55/krizzy_2721/avaTArs/th_th1164590602_justbreathe.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116571832251698455</id><published>2006-12-10T10:15:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-10T10:38:42.526+08:00</updated><title type='text'>I WILL BE BUSY</title><content type='html'>&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 176px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 106px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="106" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/1906/3283/320/638937/th_life.png" width="236" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;hehehee. nice qoute isnt it? if only it would be that easy for everybody to inhale..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;life is such a wonderful thing if only that would be as simple for us to experience. it seems that every day we live, &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;its harder to breathe.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;anyway, i will be very busy because of my &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;examinations and other stuffs.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;i might not be online for a week or two, but i promise to keep in touch to those people who's number is in my phonebook. hehe.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;OK, bye now i'll start reviewing na. ;D&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;have a happy morning everyone and  blessed sunday.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;kahit na rainy, happy padin kahit medyo gloomy...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;lovelots,.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;ging.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116571832251698455?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116571832251698455/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116571832251698455' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116571832251698455'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116571832251698455'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/12/i-will-be-busy.html' title='I WILL BE BUSY'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116498546918675103</id><published>2006-12-01T22:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-01T23:11:12.600+08:00</updated><title type='text'>i have to review.</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hahaha. how many times will i do this?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;my gosh.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;im reviewing all day long!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hahaha.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i need a break.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;anyway, reviewing our hard lessons is far better hobby than cursing myself, right?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;so im enjoying it. lol. wala lang, i just wanna share.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;[the logic and aristotle haha]&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;oh life.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i really want to be happy...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;we dont have classes because of super typhoon reming...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;ang hirap ng nakatengga lang dito sa bahay, nakakawala ng respeto sa sarili. niahahaha/&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hay...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;basta&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;magshashare nadin ako ng pics dito everytime na magpopost ako.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;para mas masaya at makulay diba???&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hehehe.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;love yah!!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;lovelots,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;ging.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;di ako makatulog eh, xenxa na. ;D&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116498546918675103?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116498546918675103/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116498546918675103' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116498546918675103'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116498546918675103'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/12/i-have-to-review.html' title='i have to review.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116494798465781100</id><published>2006-12-01T12:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-01T12:39:44.670+08:00</updated><title type='text'>NO MORE TEARS FORMULA</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/1906/3283/1600/351524/th_bottlerainbow.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/1906/3283/320/472387/th_bottlerainbow.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt; &lt;strong&gt;LETS DRINK COLORFUL ALCOHOL&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE, AFTERALL&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;its not the baby shampoo, its something else. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;im so tired of being lonely, so i decided to be happy NOW.&lt;br /&gt;i just want to forget all the painful things in the past and start a new and happy life ahead.&lt;br /&gt;thanks for all the people who never leave me in my darkest moment,&lt;br /&gt;i wanna share this happiness with you guys!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;love yah! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;so, are you with me to get the new high? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;and be happy with our lives?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ff33;"&gt;tara! its free!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;to all the lonely people out there, dont worry...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;we have the right to bleed sometimes and get lonely,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;but be sure that you'll be able to overcome that loneliness...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;and dont let the loneliness overcome you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;sure, we get lonely but its very important to stand up..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;remember  that, our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising everytime we fall.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;.....PICK YOURELF UP AND GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE....&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;lovelots,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;ging.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;MWAH!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116494798465781100?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116494798465781100/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116494798465781100' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116494798465781100'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i feel inferior all the time, sometimes, i just want to curl up and die..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i know you'll never understand me.. or yeah, say you understand me now..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;but i really know you do not. because you really dont know me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;T_T&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i want to shout to the world , but who the heck cares anyway?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;T_T&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i dont know what's happening... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i really feel bad.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i have blessings in life but why do i feel this way?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;why do i feel bad all the time?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;if only you could see me now...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;i want to, i want to be gone!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;just for a moment, just for a moment to know if there will be people who'll miss me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;or something like that... argggh! this is crazy! i am crazy...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#333333;"&gt;IM SICK. im sorry. T_T&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116411334161367588?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116411334161367588/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116411334161367588' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116411334161367588'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116411334161367588'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/tt.html' title='T_T'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116367230837828465</id><published>2006-11-16T18:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-18T10:07:00.623+08:00</updated><title type='text'>ANOTHER ANGEL... back in heaven,</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;i am riding in a tricycle when i read nicca's txt message. my tears just fall. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;hindi ko napigilan yung mga luha ko na pumatak, para akong baliw..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;its so painful, pero siguro mas mabuting tanggapin nalang natin.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;hindi ko nakaya...siguro kahit we're worlds apart nararamdaman nating there's something in her that really special.. kaya ganon din siya ka-special. kaya siguro, ganon nalang din ako umiyak kanina sa kwarto.i just cant help it. paano ko makakalimutan yung sweetness niya? hindi ko na uli makikita ang "tee hee" sa mga post niya.. mamimiss ko talaga siya.. sobra. i cant help but think... will she be there waiting for me in heaven when i died?maybe sa heaven nalang din kami magkikita... someday.im thankful that she came to our lives and became a very special friend...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;i will never ever forget her and i will love her always.siguro kelangan nalang talaga nating tanggapin ang katotohanan.we have to let her go.. para naman makita na niya ang liwanag and to be with God, finally.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;words are not enough to tell you guys what am i feeling right now.malungkot ako na masaya dahil sa wakas, natapos na din ang paghihirap niya...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ffff;"&gt;FOR US WHO WILL MISS ATE JOIE SO MUCH...HERE'S A POEM NA SANA MA-REFLECT NIYO...PARA NAMAN MAS MADALING TANGGAPIN ANG LAHAT...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"&gt;Dirty Angel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;Standing here in silence,Just looking at her stone,It’s been exactly fourteen months, I was left alone.My world revolved around her,And our whole life had been planned,But she was taken from me,And I do not understand.The reason life can go astray,And treat you so unfair,You think the people that you love,Will constantly be there.As I stood before the grave,My eyes began to blur,Then I heard a soft voice say,"I know you really miss her."I turned and saw a soiled gardener,With his muddy rake and hoe.He said, "it never seems to be,The right time when they go."I dried my eyes not wanting him,To think that I was weak.He smiled, then looked me in the eyes,Then he began to speak.I wanted not to hear him,But he spoke so eloquent,And as he spoke I understood,Exactly what he meant.He spoke of life as if it were,A journey not a fight,But sometimes seems as if we’re living,In the darkest night.He spoke of things so wonderful,I’d never heard before."Death is not the journey’s end,"He said, "it’s just a door."In his words he made me realize,Love does not end.For a moment love is parted,And with that we must contend.But the journey, as with love,Must go on again.Once begun, the journey and the love,Will never end.I turned again and understood,As I gazed at the stone.My journey must continue,Even if I am alone.I now have found some peace of mind,Within the words he said.Each journey is a separate one,She just went on ahead.A peace had now come over me,Again my eyes had teared.I turned to thank this kindly soul,But he had disappeared.He surely has a lot of work,And stayed too long with me,And seeing it was getting late,Departed suddenly.I left and made my way,Up to the cemetery gate.The caretaker was locking up,But told me he would wait.I thanked him and I hoped that I,Had not wasted his time.I also told him that his helper,Was polite and kind.He raised his head and looked at me,With the strangest peer,"There is no one else working,I’m the only one who’s here."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"&gt;"to ate joie:may you rest in peace and i will love you always.see you in heaven.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;___________________________________________________&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;hoi ate joie, tropa, musta na?maiintindihan mo na din to, hightech naman computer jan sa heaven eh.alam mo ba? nababaliw ako sayo. ahah.lalo na nung pinilit kitang ipos yung pic mo na naka-wig.alam mo na, yung mga baliw na pics natin.haahha. anak ng tinapa, hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ako kasaya dahil nandiyan ka nung mga panahong..mga panahong.. panahong di ko nadin matandaan. umiiyak ako ngayon.. silent tears. haha. akalain mo yun?alam ko namang mahal kita. pero ganon talaga,yaan mo na.. sanay naman akong maiwan eh.anak ng.basta, kung di man tayo nagkita dito sa lupa, sa langit magkikita din tayo balang araw.leukemia.. haha.. yaan mo di ka nagiisa. yun nga lang, di pa malala yun sakin eh. pinaglalabanan ko pa.^_^salamat sa lahat, tropa. kaya siguro sobrang lamig kanina sa room namin, siguro nandon ka.sana nagpakita ka man lang diba? hehe.salamat sa lahat. matulog ka nalang muna ng mahimbing ngayon. rest in peace,see you in heaven. mahal na mahal kita.anak ng tokwa ilang beses mo na akong pinaiyak. di na kita bati! haha.sige...kitakits nalang balang araw. sige baby muna, ang dami ko panmg isosolve sa accounting eh.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"&gt;lovelots&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"&gt;.ging.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116367230837828465?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116367230837828465/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116367230837828465' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116367230837828465'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116367230837828465'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/another-angel-back-in-heaven.html' title='ANOTHER ANGEL... back in heaven,'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116341646171878815</id><published>2006-11-13T18:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-13T19:14:21.730+08:00</updated><title type='text'>im not ok.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#00cccc;"&gt;AM I OK?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;have you ever asked yourself this three words?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;seems so simple right?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;but that's may be the hardest question for some people who really doesnt know if they're OK or not.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#00cccc;"&gt;looking happy is not being happy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i look happy, but i know there is a piece of me who's not really.. happy at all.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i've been through a lot of pain.. hindi lang halata.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i always feel something's missing...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i feel so alone at times.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;sometimes, i just want to burst out and cry but i just cant..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i have to be strong.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i have to be someone....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;someone that is not me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i wish i will be OK,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;i know i will.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;in HIS time.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc33;"&gt;I KNOW WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT IT, WITCHIES!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;im really sad right now.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;Ate Joie's really sick and its sad that we cant do anything to help her.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;no matter how i want to help, i just cant! she's so far away from us...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;i want to hold her, to embrace her and to tell her that everything's gonna be alright but...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;that's really impossible. T_T&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;its so painful because we know that everyday, she grows ill and she's slowly deteriorating and we cant do anything!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;sigh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;sigh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;sigh...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;i just hope that she wont suffer that much.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;and if anything happens.....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;i know...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc33;"&gt;we'll see each other in heaven...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;IN HIS TIME.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;that's all for now. i just cant type more words....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;i feel so numb.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"&gt;lovelots,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;ging&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116341646171878815?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116341646171878815/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116341646171878815' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116341646171878815'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116341646171878815'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/im-not-ok.html' title='im not ok.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116307549169972111</id><published>2006-11-09T19:58:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-09T20:31:31.713+08:00</updated><title type='text'>it's not a good day.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;"&gt;im Badtrip.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;it's not a good day for me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;i feel left out, i dont know why...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;this is really unwell..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;you know what? ayoko talaga sa mga tao na mahilig magmalinis, nangiiwan, at mga taong nagsasabi ng kung ano ano without even thinking na nakakasakit sila. their so &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;insensitive.&lt;/span&gt; acting as if they dont have a brain to think about what other might feel about their actions. there's this friend of mine who talks a lot without even thinking. well, ok she thinks but she's so insensitive.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;she's nice, but she really has this attitude that i never liked. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;i think its healthy to post it here, i dont want to hold grudges or anything like that.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#66ffff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;"&gt;newsflash: people of the world, be sensitive!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"&gt;I FEEL leftout.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;haha. this is crazy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;it's ridiculous, but i really feel left out this day.,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;why? because my friends [the best, the ever dearest college 'kada]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;the two people whom i loved most in my university was with their boyfriends this day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;i know its craxy and i should be happy for them. i mean i am happy for them, but i am left behind... lol.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"&gt;MISSION: find my own serious relationship in college. hahaha. lol. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;hahaha. now i am smiling. i told you, i am half crazy. ahaha.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"&gt;"You look happy, but somehow, your eyes tell me you're not"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;i want to cry the moment a friend of mine told me this words. we're riding a jeepney this afternoon on our way home and we're joking around, we're exchanging thoughts about what happned this day... so on... but in the middle of the "happy" conversation, she just blurted out this words " alam mo mukha kang masaya, pero nakikita ko sa mata mo na malungkot ka..."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;ano daw? haha. i want to hug her that time, but i just utter this words... " ganon? puyat lang ako kaya basag ung mata ko haha" &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;siguro nga marami akong problema,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;sa dami di ko na alam kung ano ano.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff00;"&gt;kaya kinakalimutan ko nalang.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"&gt;look at my picture here, tell me what do you see?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"&gt;do you also see those eyes?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ff33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ff33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ff33;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ff33;"&gt;i want to read you comments.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"&gt;lovelots,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"&gt;ging.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116307549169972111?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116307549169972111/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116307549169972111' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116307549169972111'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116307549169972111'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/its-not-good-day.html' title='it&apos;s not a good day.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116299044110482653</id><published>2006-11-08T20:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-08T20:54:01.116+08:00</updated><title type='text'>searching for a purpose</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;"Without a purpose, life is a motion without meaning, activity without direction and events wihout reason"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;    i really believe in this phrase from page 30 of The Pursose Driven Life by Rick Warren.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;I must admit that i dont know yet my purpose in this life, and now, i am searching for that light that will guide me through life. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;    Many people live their lives half asleep, they're just followers of the trend, of what's in now, what the popular culture says about what's good and bad for you, what the society accepts and what other people thinks about you. i am one of them until i saw an inspiration and realize that &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;life cant be a life unless you make it YOUR LIFE.&lt;/span&gt; i know it's hard to do, but yes... we can avoid it. dont just simply walk on "everybody's road" &lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;walk on your own path.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;    and to be able to live your life the way you and God wants, you must first wake up from the popular dream that this culture put on your mind. and we must have a certain purpose to continue living, because without a purpose, life is a motion without meaning, activity without direction and events wihout reason.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;     but the big question is, how can we find our purpose? and how can we break free in a trend that everybody follows? how can we wake up from this dream and find our&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt; greatest realization&lt;/span&gt;?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;think about this friends,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;because just like you...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;my purpose is still uncertain.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;i am just a traveler who's still searching for her real destination.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;lets all help each other.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;and find God's light that will help us find that purpose.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;goodnight everyone, sweetdreams&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;and i love you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;lovelots,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;ging.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116299044110482653?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116299044110482653/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116299044110482653' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116299044110482653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116299044110482653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/searching-for-purpose.html' title='searching for a purpose'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116293916411409695</id><published>2006-11-08T06:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-08T06:54:51.096+08:00</updated><title type='text'>early morning</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"&gt;*yawn*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;i cant go back to sleep even if i want to go back to sleep.. wahaha.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;it's so early pa, pero sige! gising na!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;my dad kiss me goodbye this morning kasi flight niya na to bacolod [nanaman]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;for our rice business, ayun.. di na tuloy ako nakatulog ulet.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;this is the first day of our second sememster also, mamaya, magaasikaso nadin ako kasi 10:00 am yung class ko. waaa. simula na ng pahirap. fundamentals of accounting 1 and calculus. hmmm... makakakaya ko kaya? sana. ahah.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;tulungan niyo ko ha? haha. thanks.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;sa tingin niyo kaya ko? comments naman! ahahah.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;"THIS IS IT! THIS IS REALLY IS IT". &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;ano daw? haha&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;ayan, final na [siguro haha] si blog skin, siyempre, si ate NEYM ang may gawa niyan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;di ko kayang gawin yan eh. hahaha *_* hehehe. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;thanks sa pagtiyatiyaga sa blog ko ate. naks! natapos nadin. hahaha ^_^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;ayan, alam mo na passwords ko sa mga web accounts... &lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;hacker?&lt;/span&gt; hahaha. joke.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;weee.&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt; i trust and love you naman eh&lt;/span&gt;. kea OK lang. weeee. ^_^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;ok, magpopost muna ako sa forum. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;mamaya na ako magaasikaso. hehe.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"&gt;GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!&lt;br /&gt;MAY GOD BLESS US ALL!&lt;br /&gt;JESUS, WE TRUST AND LOVE YOU. AMEN.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;guide me Oh Lord in everything i do.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;thank you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"&gt;lovelots,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"&gt;ging.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116293916411409695?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116293916411409695/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116293916411409695' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116293916411409695'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116293916411409695'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/early-morning.html' title='early morning'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116287747157231598</id><published>2006-11-07T13:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-07T22:41:07.900+08:00</updated><title type='text'>a brand new skin.</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1906/3283/1600/picsha872qt7.jpg"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1906/3283/320/picsha872qt7.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;wow.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;see?&lt;br /&gt;may improvement and blog ko.&lt;br /&gt;dahil yan kay &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;ATE NEYM&lt;/span&gt; HEHE.. ang cute right? sino ba naman ang hindi gaganahan mag-post dito kung may&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt; "personality"&lt;/span&gt; ang page mo? naks. ^____^&lt;br /&gt;i want to take this oppurtunity to thank ate neym, kasi honestly wala talaga akong kaalam alam sa paggawa ng designs sa web page haha. friendster ko din pinagawa ko kay rash. ahahaha ^_^&lt;br /&gt;thanks guys for helping me. si &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;kim&lt;/span&gt; din, thanks. siya unang tumulong sakin ^_^&lt;br /&gt;ang saya.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;thank you po and sana wag kayo magsasawa. hahaha ^_^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;mwah.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;let's all improve and move on. hehe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;lovelots;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;ging&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116287747157231598?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116287747157231598/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116287747157231598' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116287747157231598'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116287747157231598'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/brand-new-skin.html' title='a brand new skin.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116274249085705532</id><published>2006-11-05T23:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-06T00:01:30.873+08:00</updated><title type='text'>pasukan nanaman...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;"&gt;pasukan nanaman.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;i know college students who's not under tri-sem are getting ready for the second semester...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;grabeh, ang bilis ng panahon pero mahaba nadin yung pinahinga namin.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;imagine? from October 14 to November 07 naka-teng'ga kami sa kanya kanyang bahay. lol.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;sa wed [november 08] first day of second sem. nahati daw yung block namin at may napahalong galing sa block 118. now, lahat kami BSA [accountancy] major na. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;how long, how long... will is slide? [separate my side... i dont, i dont believe it's bad.. slit my throath is all i ever...]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;oops, sorry im listening to otherside by red hot chili peppers [i love this band]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;                      &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;   lol.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;i mean, how long, how long will i survive? makakaya ko kaya?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;hay, buhay, ang, hirap. lol.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;sa mga magbabalik pasukan bukas, goodluck sa inyong lahat. sana maging maayos and pagpasok niyo. aba, purong tagalog. haha. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;thanks sa lahat lahat ng nangyari last sem...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;"&gt;here are my FAVORITES... na nagyari last semester..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;1.&lt;/span&gt; nagcelebrate kami ng birthday ko [august 21] with my college kada. at my bonus pa! isang bimpo na nagsign kami lahat. [haha. purple pa ang kulay ng text, stabilo ko kasi ung ginamit. hehe]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;2.&lt;/span&gt; i won first prize in poetry writing contest noong Buwan ng Wika. kabog to. hehe ^_^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;3.&lt;/span&gt; naka-eb ko ang witch staffs [ate chamie, ate koko, ate mel, and... hehe]. and nakausap ko sa phone si ed-in-chief ms. mimi tiu. she really rocks!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;4.&lt;/span&gt; nagpalitan kami ng thoughts ni ms. mimi last october.. binati ko siya nung birthday niya and she gave some advice to me. that's really a biggy for me since i really look up to her as a role model. ang saya. ^_______^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;5.&lt;/span&gt; na-featured ako and ate denise sa witch magazine issue no. 53. kay ate denise ko din unang nabalitaan. hehehe.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;till here, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;kinukulit na ko ni bro...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;"&gt;lovelots&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;"&gt;ging&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116274249085705532?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116274249085705532/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116274249085705532' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116274249085705532'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116274249085705532'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/pasukan-nanaman.html' title='pasukan nanaman...'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-116270428941043007</id><published>2006-11-05T13:12:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-05T13:24:49.426+08:00</updated><title type='text'>it's been a long time.</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1906/3283/1600/Image(283).jpg"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1906/3283/320/Image%28283%29.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's been a long time since i last posted here on my blog.&lt;br /&gt;hey all you bloggers out there, what's up? how are you doin'?&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i've been busy with some other stuffs that i didnt get the chance to go here for a while..&lt;br /&gt;but, yeah. &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;IM BACK NOW&lt;/span&gt; and will be active in creating some new post.&lt;br /&gt;all of you, masters of bog-design... pls help me. ^_^ im begging ^_^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;few days from now second semester will start. and.. oh.. it's been so fast.&lt;br /&gt;new adventure. i am very exited to meet the newbies on our block.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im hoping that i will survive this sem. i already have a major [fundamenals of accounting 1]&lt;br /&gt;calculus is also added on my subjects. [shaking aha] i makes me nervous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;here's a picture of me, saying peace y'all mankind. mwah. &gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well... it's glad to be back and let's be acive on sharing our stuffs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;love lots,&lt;br /&gt;ging.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-116270428941043007?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/116270428941043007/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=116270428941043007' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116270428941043007'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/116270428941043007'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/11/its-been-long-time.html' title='it&apos;s been a long time.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115614124976969983</id><published>2006-08-21T14:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-08-21T14:20:49.780+08:00</updated><title type='text'>another year added.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;its my birthday today and im very happy!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;i recieve a lot of calls and text messages ....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;my classmates, ex classmates, friends and forum members greeted me..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;IM VERY HAPPY! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;i think this is the happiest birthday so far... hehe..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;i dont have material gifts, but still.,, im very happy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;its so meaningful for me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;i love those people and i really, badly, madly miss them sooooo much!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;i wanna thank God for giving me another year to live.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;c'mon, lets celebrate the gift of life and be happy!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;thank you! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;love you guys!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115614124976969983?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115614124976969983/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115614124976969983' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115614124976969983'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115614124976969983'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/08/another-year-added.html' title='another year added.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115371436263587404</id><published>2006-07-24T11:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-24T12:20:56.226+08:00</updated><title type='text'>a new morning</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;one thing that i love about myself is that after a bad night., i can recover the next morning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;i guess the qoute " a new morning is a new beginning" really apllies to me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;oh well, yes. even if that really hurts, i still have some other things to do than keep myself miserable. (^_^)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;i hope you, too, have this ability./ and i guess everbody has this "talent".&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;yes, it may be very hard to forget, but the secret is, learn how to accept things and later on, forgive and forget.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising everytime we fall, right?! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;after the darkness there will always be a rising sunshine to pour you it's glowing warmth and be loved. or like for example, when you lost a loveone, there are still people whose there for you.. be happy that you still have them all. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;after a bad, sad, hurtful moment, what's gonna matter next is how you'll pick yourself up and go on with your life. you must not keep yourself miserable because, no matter how bad or sad those things did to you, look, you're still here today. God will never give you problems you cant conquer.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;and what's important is, you learn from the mistakes of the past and you can be a much better, wiser person today than yesterday. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#009900;"&gt;no one has a life without problems, because know what? problems really come to teach us lessons we cant learn from school. and it teach us to be much stronger.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;dont mourn forever for you will miss the good things around!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;no matter how sad it is, look at the bright side. there will always be sunny morning after a stormy night because it's a beauiful world after all, so better not watse your life just beacuse of one problem.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000099;"&gt;i hope we all have a happy morning each morning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Godbless us all.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115371436263587404?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115371436263587404/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115371436263587404' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115371436263587404'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115371436263587404'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/07/new-morning.html' title='a new morning'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115371249907737841</id><published>2006-07-24T11:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-24T11:41:39.163+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The Invictus.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Invictus&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Out of the night that covers me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; Black as the Pit from pole to pole &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;I thank whatever gods maybe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; For my unconquerable soul. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;In the fell clutch of circumstance &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;I have not winced nor cried aloud&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; Under the bludgeonings of chance &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;My head is bloody but unbowed. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Beyond this place of wrath and tears&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; Looms but the horror of the shade &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;And yet the menace of the years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; Finds and shall find me unafraid. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;It matters not how strait the gate &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;How charged with punishment the scroll &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;I am the Master of my fate&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt; I am the Captain of my soul.&lt;br /&gt;                       -- William Earnest Henley&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;this is my favorite poem, for me, it's really inspiring and i get a lot of my "encouragement" from here.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;&gt;&gt; my thirdyear highschool english teacher introduced this poem to us, thanks to her!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;&gt;&gt;i hope you'll get a lot from this poem too!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115371249907737841?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115371249907737841/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115371249907737841' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115371249907737841'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115371249907737841'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/07/invictus.html' title='The Invictus.'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115261524984385679</id><published>2006-07-11T18:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-11T18:54:09.873+08:00</updated><title type='text'>some questions on slumbook make me think...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#000099;"&gt;     its very hard pala to answer the questions: what is your saddest and happiest moment coz honestly, i really dont know what to tell. it's not that, i never been sad or happy with my life.. of course, im not a numb not to feel emotions such as, but, maybe because, i was just so fascinated with every moment of my life. kahit na hindi laging masaya, ganon naman dapat talaga diba? dapat may konting drama para mas masaya. hindi ko matimbang kung anong dapat na MAS happy or sad para lagyan ng EST. but what's important for me is, yung maranasan yung mga experience na yun, masakit man o masaya, nakakaluha man o nakakahakhak, ang importante ay yung moment, dahil parehong hindi madaling kalimutan.  at kung nag-enjoy ka naman o natuto? bakit nmo 'iyon kakalimutan.. di ba?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;span style="color:#009900;"&gt;that's why be glad na those moments came, sana dont let any moments to pass by lang without enjoying it, indulge, embrace the moment and love it habang nandyan, coz like oppurunities, pwedeng hindi na yon maulit.. at least may nayakap kang memories na pwedeng balikbalikan. at kapag nailagay mo yun sa puso mo, you'll be surprise na after all those years after mangyari yun, it can still make you laugh the way you laugh back then. As for those painful memories that made you cried before, you can also smile at it esp when you realize something from your mistakes, or for that moment that made you cry, when you look back.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;span style="color:#ffcc33;"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;   always thank God that those moments came into your life, unexpected. kahit na hindi palaging saya ang dulot, ayos lang! dahil ganyan naman talaga ang buhay. makulay. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;so next time na may magtatanong kung ano ba ang saddest/happiest moment nyo in your life? isagot nyo nalang... my whole life is a book with chapters of happiness and sorrow. im enjoying those moments, sad or happy.. so i guess i dont have to put an est. coz my whole lifetime so far.. is the bEST. =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;~gerlie.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115261524984385679?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115261524984385679/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115261524984385679' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115261524984385679'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115261524984385679'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/07/some-questions-on-slumbook-make-me.html' title='some questions on slumbook make me think...'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115216031111627658</id><published>2006-07-06T11:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-06T13:47:20.243+08:00</updated><title type='text'>P.E. 101 : what a happy day!</title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6666;"&gt;it was last tuesday when we had our stretching in gymnastics, our PE class.&lt;br /&gt;the P. E. class was awesome! i really enjoy those gymnastics exercises...and one of those exercises was the human puzzle or what we called as 'dr. quack quack&lt;br /&gt;and you have to hold hands with the person in front of you, and so.. me and my "cutie" hold hands! that was so kilig!! even if it last just a lil time.. ^^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#009900;"&gt;during our five mins water break, i wash my face to refresh and put on some refreshing cologne with the scent of watermelon, and when i got on the gym again, the people went 'whoa! great smell! is that melon?" and my prof said " ang bango naman hehehe, anong scent yan?" haha. i just go crazy with the idea, people in heat need some refreshing scent, ayon, naubos tuloy cologne ko, buti nalang sa penshoppe ko lang nabili. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;after class, me and my friend awii hanged out there in gym and talked with our prof, sir joie. that was a nice conversation. haha! he narates how he become a P.E major and tells us his unforgettable events with his past students. we talked about random things, from socialite colleges to political issues, from us, being the future accountants and him, being a teacher; his children and some social issues... and so on. i think the conversation last for more that an hour and a half., hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;funny how it is that students can talk to their profs about some things they cant talk to with their parents hehe, and funny how we build our own haven in some places we, at first, never thought we'll be enjoy staying/. as for being a freshie... funny how it is that things go smooth along the way... but i know we have to be ready. because like in real life, college has its ups and downs, peaks and perks, losing and winning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;but for now, i'll just enjoy the show and go smooth sailing, in the same time, packing knowledge and confidence to survive for the next days...&lt;br /&gt;coz i know that it gets bumpy ahead.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;till here,&lt;br /&gt;your gerlie next door./&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/zo.gif"&gt;http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/zo.gif&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;PS: and i never been happy than on that five hours in gym for the rest of the day. ('',)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115216031111627658?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115216031111627658/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115216031111627658' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115216031111627658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115216031111627658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/07/pe-101-what-happy-day.html' title='P.E. 101 : what a happy day!'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115191043515060978</id><published>2006-07-03T14:58:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-03T15:07:15.150+08:00</updated><title type='text'>accountants, accounting...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;i never thought that i would take up accountancy as my course for college because,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;1. i dont like math and 2. math doesnt like me too.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;but since im just starting, its still easy for me to take the course.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;i was fascinated by the way our teacher in ColAge taught as, she makes that boring subject interesting.. really!. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;i hope i will, in time, learn more MATH's! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;(can you be my tutor? haha, lolz. joke!)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;till here!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115191043515060978?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115191043515060978/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115191043515060978' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115191043515060978'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115191043515060978'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/07/accountants-accounting.html' title='accountants, accounting...'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30581604.post-115190851012158951</id><published>2006-07-03T14:26:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-03T14:35:10.130+08:00</updated><title type='text'>hi and hello to the first timer of the group</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hi to all blogger out there!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i really kope i'll enjoy posting my thoughts here,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i also hope you'll be considerate to leave a comment! hehe&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;and last but not the least, i hope you could be my friend!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;blog is a... for me its an online diary or more like, a "forum" where anybody can leave a comment after reading your post, give you advice about your problem and sometimes, they can also answer your questions about certain ideas that pop out on your head... uhm...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;^_^&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;welcome to my page!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30581604-115190851012158951?l=gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/feeds/115190851012158951/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30581604&amp;postID=115190851012158951' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115190851012158951'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30581604/posts/default/115190851012158951'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://gerlienextdoor.blogspot.com/2006/07/hi-and-hello-to-first-timer-of-group.html' title='hi and hello to the first timer of the group'/><author><name>ging</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06234551635849908786</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c234/eilreg_meg/Image283.jpg'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry></feed>
